My Higher Power Doesn’t Love Me Anymore
We come up with any kind of a reason. Many of us experienced true abandonment at some point in our lives, the justification for which we likely wrestled with (and continue to.) At the first hint of change, which causes us to feel insecure, we leap to the assumption that we’ve done something wrong or that we are in someway damaged, causing us to feel we are not loved. Though each person’s higher power is unique according to their beliefs, most choose to believe in a greater force that is unconditionally loving.
Recognize that insecurity and fear of abandonment is just that- fear. It is entirely impossible to be in faith and fear at the same time. If you start to feel like you are not loved, keep in mind that the spiritual connection we feel depends on us. Perhaps there is something going on in your life that is causing you to separate yourself from your higher power. Sometimes, it is just fear itself which can cut us off from the sunlight of the spirit.